Why the hell is it that when you want to pay a fine you cant??? 2 full days i have tried to get ahold of the Herkimer,NY court clerk and it just hasnt happened. All this god damn money and i cant give it away atm.. WTF!!! besides for that Im living at Jay's... have decided to write in here again cause maybe if i got my memories down i can figure out what has went wrong in my life... well besides the past mistakes but why is it that everyone has to live in the past? Ive worked hard this year to change and have done a damn good job but every corner people are bringing up shit from years ago. Ehhhh Im off to watch a movie and wait til i can get ahold of this clerk and send her a money order.